Post by TrappedDespair on Apr 18, 2003 23:39:57 GMT -5
Idol in my darkness crawl,
Break me down there’s room to fall,
Eyes speak of hating rage,
Trapped inside a burning cage,
Down with fear I walk in silence,
Alone with my awful violence,
You will always make my insides weak,
Bring me down, too tired to speak,
The way we loved but now we hate,
Toys of fate, now it’s to late,
And you can’t save me now,
As I am falling down,
I was everything you need,
But we will never succeed,
From you I run away,
I bleed inside if I stay,
Maybe with time this hurt will change,
In my skin I feel strange,
Deep in agony I scream,
Wake up from this broken dream,
Alone with me again I find,
By myself I’m left behind,
No one to pick me up I see,
The failure that lies in me,
With only me I will be gone,
My heart has felt this hurt to long,
The gash is painful, but scares go deep,
Closer to the edge I creep,
Who I am is trapped inside,
In this shell I really hide,
Turn your back I lose my sight,
Or what I always considered right,
Dropped, I’m suffering within,
Drowning in my selfish sin,
Useless, never reaching what I believe,
To helpless to receive,
Push me to the lasting brink,
Watch my refection as I sink,
Every thought inside my head,
Every nothing wants me dead.
Break me down there’s room to fall,
Eyes speak of hating rage,
Trapped inside a burning cage,
Down with fear I walk in silence,
Alone with my awful violence,
You will always make my insides weak,
Bring me down, too tired to speak,
The way we loved but now we hate,
Toys of fate, now it’s to late,
And you can’t save me now,
As I am falling down,
I was everything you need,
But we will never succeed,
From you I run away,
I bleed inside if I stay,
Maybe with time this hurt will change,
In my skin I feel strange,
Deep in agony I scream,
Wake up from this broken dream,
Alone with me again I find,
By myself I’m left behind,
No one to pick me up I see,
The failure that lies in me,
With only me I will be gone,
My heart has felt this hurt to long,
The gash is painful, but scares go deep,
Closer to the edge I creep,
Who I am is trapped inside,
In this shell I really hide,
Turn your back I lose my sight,
Or what I always considered right,
Dropped, I’m suffering within,
Drowning in my selfish sin,
Useless, never reaching what I believe,
To helpless to receive,
Push me to the lasting brink,
Watch my refection as I sink,
Every thought inside my head,
Every nothing wants me dead.
