cant believe

[rsautter]

This feeling so lost.
I'm so weak from the blood lost.
Swallowed by pain and falling apart.
What ever happened to my life?
Where'd it go?
It slowly fell apart.
Staring down the barrel of the gun you swing at me.
I'm forsaken, damned can't you see.
No one loves what they can't believe is real.
Swimming through the ashes of my other life.
I'm sorry you had to see me kill.
To see me with blood on my lips.
Staring down the barrel of the gun you hold in trembling fingers.
If you kill me you'll save me.
Then why can't I believe you?
Where was the one who turned me?
Into the monster I can't see in the mirror I stand before.
Staring down the barrel of the gun.
Why can't you believe I feel and why can't you understand I'm happy to be dead.
But yet I stand before you motionless.
Why can't you understand in those fears.
That all my old tears.
Were wiped away and now don't even try to say.
Its all for the best.
Why can't I believe when you say.
That the world will understand one day
Yes people I am back did ya miss me?