In This Darkness

[danibear]

In This Darkness

I sit here frowning
Almost drowning-In this darkness.
It overwhelms me.
It seems to consume me.
It hurts me-It even makes me bleed.
All these things around me-but its love I really need.
It talks to me,
the things it says,
You’re nothing,
You’re worthless,
It swims through my head.
Like endless waves of bad emotion.
Crashing against my goodwill and conscience.
It tears me down,
It makes me cry,
It simply makes me want to die.
It makes me want to run away,
To simply give up,
Throw my hands up and say,
“That’s it! That’s all! I’ve nothing left!”
My emptiness is sign of its theft.
It feeds off of my pain,
And I’ve no one to blame.
Because it’s me in a sense,
Which doesn’t make it hurt any less.
I’m about done,
Fed up with the sun,
How it shines so bright.
It doesn’t seem right.
I’m finished with life,
It hurts more than the knife,
Which I hold in my hand.
Simply as planned
So I bid you goodbye,
Now please don’t you cry.
Even if you think it’s not true,
It’s best for me
And it’s best for you