desperation

[roxannebellelove]

I want to die but my lungs make me breathe.
I want to slice my skin but i just won't bleed.
I want to take the shot but i don't have a gun.
I want to run away but my legs refuse to run.
My body betrays me and my mind can't understand,
I have no one and i never can.
I hate me...and so should you.
I hate me so much, but what can i do?

[forgetme]

I understand this very well. I feel the pain of hopelessness too.