my evil

[littlemissgreen]

it devours me and all that i am
ive over come this so many times
but not tonite
tonite i will give in
tonite i will let this evil inside me
eat away at my sanity
i wont fight back'
nor will i resist
as it becomes part of me
and me part of it

now im in too deep
i dont think ill ever get out
im locked in a cage
yet i cant ask for help
this is what i want
im not asking for an out
i enjoy the pain
as it tears me apart

im no longer me
i feel like someone else
weaker and half full
and alone in the world
no one really knows me
no not anymore
so ill fake the smiles
and let out a laugh or two
ill fool everyone including you
its sinister
whats eating at me
and youll think im fine
but youll never really know me
its not your evil its mine