Fly

[littlemiss]

Why do I feel like this
Nobody’s hurt me, nobody’s left.
I haven’t been cheated on, beaten up, trodden down.
I’m not weak, I’m not confused.
I don’t have to scheme, lie, steal.
I don’t have a vice that holds me, or someone that brings me down.

But sometimes
I want to close my eyes, slowly,
not think of anything,
things I have to do or problems I have to solve.
I want to drift, up and out.
Away, just away from all this, from life.
Feel light and free,
like I have wings,
go above all the messy dirty chaos, and be clean.
Shake it all off like water, like oil.
Cut all the ties and connections I have
leave behind everyone, everything,
and just

fly.