Forgive me?

[megasped]

Forgiveness is not something I take for granted,
Every time you find it in your heart to forgive,
I want to take a kiss
and plant it
right on your cute little cheek
I'm so sorry I'm a freak.
Sometimes I say your friends are better,
but that is a lie that just won't hold,
because when I'm not in your heart,
I feel so cold.
I can do better,
I shouldda from the start.
I never want to hurt you,
but sometimes it happens
And im a fool
for being a tool.
I need to learn to pick and choose,
the RIGHT words to use.
I'm so sorry sometimes when I'm upset,
I say all the wrong things,
but now i realize,
doing that I'm taking a gamble
(like a bet)
That it won't get you too upset.
Always hoping I'll never pay,
for all the wrong things that i say.
I'll try my hardest to improve,
because some day I'm hoping to be living with you,
I'll be the one who comes home with the food.
You're a darling,
a true sweetie pie,
I'm very sorry for my lie.
Given another chance I'll try my best,
to not forget,
the bet,
I should never let happen ever again.
Cause without you I'm not a poet.
Im just a kid with paper,
and a pen.
I know the heart is a very delicate part.