Post by broken80 on Nov 16, 2011 20:56:05 GMT -5
I am tired, I am broken.
I am in such a dark and dreary place right now.
I have given up all hope in everything and everyone.
I am doubting myself as well as my existence and my purpose on this earth. Why am I here? To live through a lifetime of pain and hurt?
To hold back my feelings and not voice my opinion.
To be ridiculed and disliked.
To be spoken about behind my back.
To be hated and looked down upon.
To never succeed in anything and only yearn for love, happiness and acceptance. These 3 things are so far from my reach. I am always running towards them as I watch them drift further and further away.
There is no happiness, no acceptance and no love for me.
I am perceived as a joke, as an annoyance, as a nobody.
I am alone, I am sad, I am broken.
I am in such a dark and dreary place right now.
I have given up all hope in everything and everyone.
I am doubting myself as well as my existence and my purpose on this earth. Why am I here? To live through a lifetime of pain and hurt?
To hold back my feelings and not voice my opinion.
To be ridiculed and disliked.
To be spoken about behind my back.
To be hated and looked down upon.
To never succeed in anything and only yearn for love, happiness and acceptance. These 3 things are so far from my reach. I am always running towards them as I watch them drift further and further away.
There is no happiness, no acceptance and no love for me.
I am perceived as a joke, as an annoyance, as a nobody.
I am alone, I am sad, I am broken.