@ end of rope

[youdontknow]

I wish things were different
but this is a clear view

our love is insufficient
you tell me things untrue

you say that I should trust you
but trust is an earned thing

when I walk out the door for work
for you its on again

you roam the streets making contact
with whom I have no clue

then situations rise up that
clearly have to do with you

asking neighbors for weed or pills
take me to the liquor store

oblivious to all that transpires
until i walk threw the front door

friends of years tell me things
I find very hard to believe

but why would they lie about it
they have nothing to gain or achieve

I reason things in my mind
but come to no real just

then listen to my heart tell my head
you love her let it go or bust

you batter me with worries, fears
playing on my emotions

my nerves are shot from all the games
my head is like an ocean

I've taken it thus far
and still I'm true to you

how long do you think i can take this
before I say we're threw

Its true I'm big and strong
but weakness you have found

you shred my heart from day to day
then toss it on the ground

I desperately hold on to thoughts
of goods that we have shared

but clouds of dark times over take the sun
and leave me in despair

I hope and pray you change your ways
and make a start of new

keep your word, straighten up
stop making me feel blue

I've shown you love in every way
I know that you have seen

I don't understand the way you act
the light switch turns to mean

far away from me you are
I call to say hello

but you don't have time to talk tome
instead you gotta go

I call and call but you refuse
to answer the phone

then angers that i keep inside
destroy me to the bone

thought are scattered brain is scrambled
I don't know what to do

people close to me make it sound easy
just get rid of you

lucky for us my heart
does not work that way

struggles go on inside of me
hard to just throw it away

all that we have worked for in the past 8 or 9 months
our love is dieing not little bits but more like a big bunch

you shouldn't let this happen
cause I am a great man

one like me you'll soon see
is not often in life's plan

so time to figure out whats real
fix your sinful ways

or gone I'll be no more me
to love you threw the day

In hope that we can change it
I'll give you one more chance

end of rope is near we get it right
or this is our last dance


Please, Please, Please I don't want to Fall I value Us greatly