am i no more to you then a trophy in a empty room waiting to be noticed?
though you never tried my love was nothing less then devoted.
you took everything for granted, you played it all pretend.
from you this shattered heart will never start to mend.
i never wanted anything more then i wanted your attention.
though the only thing i ever saw from you was your depressing rejection.
i want to feel more then just left behind.
your my dad you will always be on mind.
my pain it grows i want to feel like theres something more.
though i know it will never be that way.... your love i wait to adore.
i try not to think then something always reminds me of you.
i wonder if you even care about everything you put me threw.
do you even know the thoughts i think when i really take a look at things
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me ether.. i always will wonder how the hel* you could be so mean.
why do i mean nothing to you and why do you not care?
i used to hope that things would change, now i know youll never be there.
now that i am older i see everything all clear.
my daughter growing up like me is the only thing i fear.
i do everything i can to not turn out like you.
because i never want to see my daughter go threw a fraction of what i was forced to live threw.