3 words that are stuck in my throat..I love you

[Devi145]

When i confessed my feelings and you did the same, i was happy and excited...

But when you told me your leaving just because we couldnt really be together...i felt misguided.

I told you I love you, because i meant it..and i'd hoped you knew this,

I cant just stop thinking about you in an instant, i cant stop feeling for you even when you do hurt me,

Cuz you were the only one that really made me feel like i existed.

You said you would always be here, you promised me you would never push me away,

I guess thats what i get for believing in everything you would say.

I must've loved you too much, i've must've drowned you in my affection...

Acting as if my words which i could only give because of the limits of our distance werent good enough for my position, acting as if i couldnt love you although i really did..

i must be an internal infection..

I drive your heart to its fullest and make you some-what happy, but you dont care...

I'm guessing thats because my life is never f****** fair.

I loved you and i must be stupid because i still want you, so i'll whipe the tears you've made me cry,

And try to finish this final goodbye although im trying not to repeat your own words...

If i wasnt such a coward, i'd kill myself then quickly and silently die.

['the'*devil*]

i can so relate to this. i know all the feelings you've expressed. trust me - it gets easier and less painful eventually. fantastic work

[unburntflame]

hey, a gr8 write but have you checked out the 'Prose, Anyone?' board? that's perhaps where this belongs. just a helpful (i hope) thought! ;D

unburntflame

[Devi145]

Thanks...lol unburnt you've mentioned that board to me before, but i keep coming back to this one since its more familiar. Sorries dude, I'll check it out again


Liz

[paxia]

OUCH...that must have hurt...I'm very sorry to hear about it...I love the poem though.

[Devi145]

It's cool, thanks i like hearing feedback on my poems, even if they are self felt lol. Later tater!



Liz