Reality and Reality

[Rainy]

Sitting here thinking about reality and reality. You now the reality we live in and then the reality we live in our heads. As small children we make up invisible friends, but to that child their real. Sitting thinking back I now think that we made up another world in our heads to escape the real reality we live in. All the tears we could have shed, the pain to go through, the terror of the real world but instead we left it behind and joined our dream reality friends and the pain and remembrance of reality would fade. It was all to easy to just make up a new sometime: it could have been a friend or maybe a pet. Now sitting here thinking: where I rather have lived in. A place where I’m am loved or reality where I am shoved to the side. In our reality dreams anything can happen but here in this reality everything makes no sense and nothing seems to be able to happen. Our dream reality helped us cope with reality. Feeding us reality little by little until we are ready to let go and join the reality. But sometimes even now I want to be back there with Mary: my once true and only friend I had in my dream reality. But when she dead, I was to let go but I didn’t. And now I still think maybe I haven’t let go yet, for it is easier there, I don’t want reality to hit not ever but to stay in this other world where everything is perfect!

-Kimbo