Post by LoneSum on Jul 24, 2003 11:47:03 GMT -5
The thoughts of death seep from my pores as the rage within tightens and grows beneath the skin. The tightness that suffocates my lonely soul and chokes the tired mind leaves me feeling hollow and empty. I live with out the hope of a better tomorrow or even a decent today, I lived in the misery of yesterday and dwelled upon it every day after. I want to leave this earthen body of mine and set my caged spirit free. I want to feel life leave me with the flow of red on my wrist. I lie on the floor tonight thinking of all the ways to incourage change with out disturbing the beasts within that always dicourage my dreams. To take this life would be sending me to a place I have always wanted to be. A painless world of the blissfull never after.