Post by LoneSum on Jul 23, 2003 4:41:55 GMT -5
You want more from me well I have nothing left. Everything has been taken from me like my bones have been stripped of flesh. I have given until i have no choice but to take.I take pain greif sorrow and misery all those things everyone else is too affraid to feel. Like a fire in my minnd I can feel the rage within.I bite my tongue with the urge to lash out and become calm with the taste of bitter sweet blood. You see I have given you all that I have and still you want more. I have nothing left within besides blood sweat and tears, and I often wonder if I even have that. The beating of my heart reassures me of life even though I can't feel the blood in my veins or love in my heart. I gave until everything was gone, until I had no hope to lean on or dreams to fall back on. I have heard many say they know my pain but they haven't a clue, never have they suffered these feelings of loneliness. Feeling so alone that you cannot see an upside to life. For there is no upside, I am stuck in a downward spiral. I feel good in the weightless decent, it's the bounce at the bottom that kills my hopes of a silver future. I have nothing to say now besides if you want more from me give me more of what I live from. The negativity within your heart that I can consume to hold me through another hell. This burning hatred has not died I have simply become more at home with it. I have the negative outlook on life where over exposed vains lies the sharpened knife.