Understand

[kawazu13]

I covered up my secrets
With the lies I thought to you
And the least I ever told you
Was the most you ever knew

Can you see you do not know me
Secrets haunt my every day
All my fears are there for reasons
Would you blow my life away

You learned that I could hurt you
But you loved me through that hate
You said nothing was my fault
All your pain was in your fate

Don’t you know I wish I loved you
And I wish that you loved me
If I never live another
Will that help to set you free

Chains are wrapping us in feelings
That we know we should not feel
If u lived that way you wanted
Would these feelings become real

Could I receive the value
You say that I deserved
For showing you what love is
You don’t need to say I word

Do you know I see right through you
How you walk and all your grace
We are so confused together
I can’t look you in the face

Your eyes burn my skin and heart
The tears hidden for so long
I know that you feel how I do
So don’t tell me I am wrong

If you take this rope and hang me
Then you’d be alone for real
I am with you always, always
Though alone is how you feel

I would give my life to love you
And my soul to end your fear
If you really cared about me
Then you’d know why I am here