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Post by Devi145 on May 7, 2003 12:53:50 GMT -5
School thoughts possibly? here's for all the people that dont follow the "cool rules" lol. I dont know why i'm sad, it's like reality is chasing my dreams, my thoughts and secrets the only thing i've kept or had, but i guess my life is tearing slowly by the seams. Maybe i'm ready to fall apart, everything bundled up inside for so long, my heart bailing out from the start. It was only matter of time before i realized that i just didnt belong. I didnt care when people made fun, i knew they were teasing and trying to hurt me, but when will they be done? Just because I am different and not setting a trend, that doesnt mean we have to be enemies. You people dont notice that i wont easily bend, just to satisfy your extremities. I dont need nor want the kind of life you live, I'm on my own doing it my way, while you sit there and follow astray. I'm the one benefitting from this pain, getting my life together and starting again, when your out of date and out of style still trying abide by the trend. Maybe i'm not falling apart, just coming together....because i've finally found out its not whether, your back by popluar demand, atleast I've got my future planned out, when your just standing there waiting for the next command. -Liz
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