Post by Devi145 on May 1, 2003 15:57:49 GMT -5
Woke up this morning and couldnt stop repeating the first couple of lines in my head....
I guess its all my fault, for loving you too much. It wasnt intended to include poison in my touch...Were my tears too wet for you, my handsome? Was my heart too honest, when you held it for ransom? Please tell me why we have parted, Im feeling so alone and discarded! You said it wasnt your obligation, to fall deep in love with me as I am with you. Its not some kid chore, or something you plan to do...but now that you've changed the rules its time to settle the score. You promised me promises, when all for the same I could have lined up 20 Saint Thomas's, and still have them doubt you and your truth, your smiles and jokes, us growing together sharing our youth, when im the one being tortured as my love chokes! You've suffocated me long enough, you've drunken me and weakened me with your caressing power, now I shall show you this very hour... you've proved to me as much as a wilting flower, that in the end the only thing wrong...was you were the one not capable of being strong, and holding on for so long...for I had cherished thee, only to be disappointed...my only memory of you that remains...you hurt me...and fastened those lonesome chains.
After a bit, it seems like im blaming him instead of asking why....hmm, def. what happens when you break up for me.