Too Affraid to love you

[MysticMind17]

I didn't want to love you.
I didn't want to start.
But you stole the key from me,
you broke into my heart.

Now I'm afraid to love you.
I'm too scared to take a chance.
You try'd so hard to me me see,
but I don't even want to glance.

You say you won't break my heart.
But I don't want to trust you.
If only I could lose this fear,
if only if it was you who knew.

There's been so much pain inside.
I wish I could let you know.
About how I sat alone at night,
and lost my endless glow.

The Last guy hurt me deeply.
He left me with nothing.
None to rely on,
I stayed at home snuffing.

And Now you've come along.
And expect me to love you.
The reasons for my resistance,
if only you knew.

I'm not fit to commit.
It's a love that doesn't exsist.
You stand by me and wonder,
why does she resist.

There's been to much break in my heart.
To give into temptation.
I just want to love you,
but it causes contemplation.

I just want to let go.
It seems to hard for me.
Baby keep on trying,
cause I know where meant to be.

~Diana Brown

[engarde]

I like this, good conflict about wanting to and yet not quite being able to take the chance. Well said!

[Maryann22]

sad but good