Post by joylynn warren on Feb 20, 2003 10:45:01 GMT -5
he looks into my eyes smiling. knowing i'll always be there for him. wishing for me to cradle him in my arms. i know i can't but i do anyways so that he will know how much i really do love him. his little smile, and beautiful brown eyes put me into a trance as i stand in awe of his perfection. i know he loves me and i love him too. so much i feel like i'm his mother instead of carmen. she leaves him here just waiting for her return, but until then we watch and wait as we play and have fun. we have no cares about what people think when we walk into public places together. we have no worries when she late to come and pick him up. she does this always, that woman. she goes out and parties while we watch her baby, and when we want a break she breaks our hearts by sending him to mexico because she is not responsible enough to buy what he needs, so she puts that reponsibility on other people. she will not succeed when someone takes him away, and she wants him back. we will.