What was really never there

[MysticMind17]

The rain falls to the ground so hard outside
The dark clouds so slow in the sky
Today is the perfect day for me
With these tears in my eyes I can hardly see
You're sitting on the other side of the room
When you look my way I feel my heart bloom
You told me you cared, said you'd never leave
You wanted to be with me forever, and that I did beleive
Now two weeks later you won't even speak to me
What happened to that love you couldn't leave
you tell your friends you think i've messed around
but I know the truth, a new love you've found
Now you say the same things to another
just to do the same to her
I love you for all the things you did for me
I hate you for all the things you did to me
you killed me inside when you left me
made me cry all the time for what wasn't meant to be
made me wish I hadn't lost your love
now you're the one I'm always thinking of but
i guess you can't loose something you never really had
so what is the pint of my being so sad
I'll cry for the person you used to be
the person so sweet you only showed to me
but now that i know that person wasn't real
so what is the point of this pain that I feel.

~Diana Brown

[engarde]

I love you for all the things you did for me
I hate you for all the things you did to me

and

I'll cry for the person you used to be


Those are strong lines!