I regret even the words I didn't say

[mpdg3mara]

I regret even the words I didn't say.
The words that didn't even reach your ears in the first place,
the ones that I didn't even think.
I see yours in every empty space,
from the taste of your lips
to the air I breathe.

I would never do that to you,
but the thing is I would never do that to anyone.
I waited half my life
just for this simple reconnection.

I wasted half my life
in despite of your deception.

I went about half my life
to find out I wasn't the exception.

I won half my life
and ended up losing you.