they don't see the pain behind my smile
they don't care that i've been sad for awhile.
i've lost all hope in living my life
please god let me go, let's stop this fight.
i don't wanna hurt, i don't wanna cry
the only way out is to die.
the stregnth within me is already gone
there is no reason for carrying on.
i feel like a candle without the flame
your out of my life nothings the same.
i take the knife and slit my wrist
one more cut and this will be it.
a puddle of blood forms on the floor
this is it, my life, one big bore.
my heart beat is slower, i'm fading away
please just take me on this sweet day.
i have nothing more to live for
everything i've loved has gone out the door.
everything is over, my life is done
nothing is shining not even the sun.
my life is worthless it has no soul
there is no end it's just a black hole.
this is it, my last few breaths
all i can see now is the vision of death.
i'm trying to hold on, trying not to let go
i give u a smile, but it's all a show.
i can't go on, this is where it ends
a broken heart that will not mend.