The only solution

[hydroxxodohr]

We cannot be together,
So I attempt to compensate
By getting as close as possible
Without getting too close,
But you don't want that,
You don't want to be close to anyone
Except with the ones
That I wish to be
You won't let anyone get that close.
Is it because you see me as a stranger?
Because you don't know if I care?
I will do anything to make you talk,
And I DO care,
Probably more than anyone else you'll find,
But I need you to answer my questions
Because every time you don't,
I feel another part of my heart slowly decay.
Even some of my less moral techniques,
Such as guilt,
Do not phase you at all,
Just make you feel worse
Which makes me feel worse.
There is nothing I can do but stop,
Stop all communication to you
But I can't do that
Without wanting to cry and beat myself to death,
So here's my last try;
Will you just throw me a bone?
Just give me something to work with?
If you cannot do those for me...
I suppose the only solution...
Is death...