Post by meagan0dawn on Feb 22, 2011 15:52:11 GMT -5
I'm drowning in false tranquility.
Wishing for the second my reality falsates.
my sight blurred in motion.
Every step, step, step, i take. Each one details but blurred at the instance of the happening.
My speech slurred and incomprehensible.
But yet, i can still feel. I feel my soul ache, and anxiety fill muscles.
This deadly chemical i consumed for mere pleasure and relief will soon curse me with a gain in my pain.
But...
But i didn't think about that.
I only think more....more...
......MORE!
but then, my high wears.
I wallow in a buzz.. Like a fish trying to soak up more of this wet slippery substance that once gave me minutes of joy and glee, like i need it to carry on my life..
Now tarnishing my organs of such need..
How can i be so carless?
Oh yea..
I no why.., because i have yet to obtain a possible loss.. Everything a nothing to me. Except
.
.. Booze ....
Wishing for the second my reality falsates.
my sight blurred in motion.
Every step, step, step, i take. Each one details but blurred at the instance of the happening.
My speech slurred and incomprehensible.
But yet, i can still feel. I feel my soul ache, and anxiety fill muscles.
This deadly chemical i consumed for mere pleasure and relief will soon curse me with a gain in my pain.
But...
But i didn't think about that.
I only think more....more...
......MORE!
but then, my high wears.
I wallow in a buzz.. Like a fish trying to soak up more of this wet slippery substance that once gave me minutes of joy and glee, like i need it to carry on my life..
Now tarnishing my organs of such need..
How can i be so carless?
Oh yea..
I no why.., because i have yet to obtain a possible loss.. Everything a nothing to me. Except
.
.. Booze ....