Wish...

[hydroxxodohr]

I wish you liked me the way I do you...
I wish you could...
I wish I could stop...
I wish I never started...
I wish we didn't feel the way we do
For they are different...
I wish I wasn't me...
I wish I didn't hate myself
For attempting to avoid
That which could not have been avoided...
I wish you would try...
I wish you wouldn't sympathize,
Because I need no pity
I need no sympathy
I just need peace of mind...
I wish I never knew you
But I need to know more...
I wish I could get over this...
I wish this'd all be over...
I wish this could be as it once was...
I wish I could stop
This feeling in my heart,
My glass heart, shattered to pieces
Being glued together
But being interrupted
And being shattered again and again
Until it is finally turned to dust
And doesn't allow me to feel...
But that is wishing too much...