Post by Devi145 on Apr 30, 2003 15:55:44 GMT -5
Something I imagined a person saying while they are being lowered in their casket to loved ones... again, a random thought.
I was open and furious, stupidly curious..test test, test test...are you laying my body to rest? Or are you ignoring my wandering thoughts... my plans and plots, my skin covered in bruises and spots. Stop deciding for me my plans to be buried, and listen to me before I get this all wrong. You were everything to me even when we were hurried, rushed and pushed to the hospital, laying next to me at night I felt responsible, I could have made it, if only you held on for a little bit... longer, my body would have gotten stronger. So stop laying me down to sleep, in this hollow grave that's so deep, I have secrets and truths I still want to share, take off my shackles and let me flare! I have reasons to state, and words to be spoken, dont hold me back by ruining my fate! let me prove to you that my word is my token, and all barriers shall be broken! let me show you who I really am before I leave for ever. I was a liar, a begger..but now the only begging im doing is for you to not pull that lever! im not ready to die, im not ready to pass, oh god oh god, dont layer me under this grass! I'd rather be burned or shattered with glass, anything but secluding me into the past! dont let me leave without relieving, oh please stop your grieving! I was thieving, decieving, and unbelieving, but now im ready to let in the light! please dont let me pass on with all this fright! let me live and prove who I really am...instead of wallowing in my dark scam.
I was open and furious, stupidly curious..test test, test test...are you laying my body to rest? Or are you ignoring my wandering thoughts... my plans and plots, my skin covered in bruises and spots. Stop deciding for me my plans to be buried, and listen to me before I get this all wrong. You were everything to me even when we were hurried, rushed and pushed to the hospital, laying next to me at night I felt responsible, I could have made it, if only you held on for a little bit... longer, my body would have gotten stronger. So stop laying me down to sleep, in this hollow grave that's so deep, I have secrets and truths I still want to share, take off my shackles and let me flare! I have reasons to state, and words to be spoken, dont hold me back by ruining my fate! let me prove to you that my word is my token, and all barriers shall be broken! let me show you who I really am before I leave for ever. I was a liar, a begger..but now the only begging im doing is for you to not pull that lever! im not ready to die, im not ready to pass, oh god oh god, dont layer me under this grass! I'd rather be burned or shattered with glass, anything but secluding me into the past! dont let me leave without relieving, oh please stop your grieving! I was thieving, decieving, and unbelieving, but now im ready to let in the light! please dont let me pass on with all this fright! let me live and prove who I really am...instead of wallowing in my dark scam.