i'm hoping

[rissed]

you said you'd always be there
you said that you'd be strong
i bet you never stopped to think
that one day you'd be wrong
you are still strong outside
just not like before
now you seem to use that strength
to bring the tears out more
i know that i'll always love you
but i won't expect that of you
i just hope you'll recover your strength
so we can see us through
be alone if you wish
just please don't turn me away
because the moment you don't love me
all you have to do is say
i hope we don't have to say goodbye
and i'm glad we're together today
but just know that if we do depart
just know that i'll be ok.

[Elisha]

Wow, really good rissed. I can really relate. Relationships can be so hurtfull. The minute you give someone else your heart you give them the power to throw it away and this really captures that. I like the way it's saying you'll be ok because sometimes you just don't think you will, you know? And you almost always are.

[rissed]

thank you for your feedback. it was very painful to write. i'm glad someone out there is actually able to relate to this and know just how painful the whole ordeal is. but i know that no matter what happens, i'll live, somehow. things are looking better in that area though. ok typed too much. bye and thank you again.