INTROSPECTRUM

[girlshapedgirl]

I’d like to transcend this place,
this space
This moment I’m in
Where I’m at
But I can’t do that you see
no I can’t you see
because
I live in the moment
The NOW
the wow, now, future that has yet to be
My future that is still unseen
What do I do when I can’t sit still?
Can’t stand myself?
Can’t bend so I break
Into seven different colors
of the rainbow…
RED-y to forget
how I missed so much
Messed so much up
Ready to scream and shout and
YELLOW so loud
everyone will know what I’m forgetting about
GREEN with envy
at the days that know what I still haven’t seen
The days before I BLUE it all away
because I didn’t think I could lose anyway
IN IGO without
Determination,
Deliberately detached,
desperately trying to feel
but needing the time to definitely heal
vioLET me be able to overcome what I’ve done
and learn what to do
did I speak out of turn?
Wish I could do that with every day…
ORANGE you glad I had more to say?

[engarde]

How unique! From the title to the ending....love your color words and how you used them